January 26, 2010
I have no words today. I remember that feeling from last year this time - There are no words - There are not enough words. I began the day strong feeling ok and end it now feeling very weak and afraid. I remember you little one. I don't imagine I could ever forget that day you wriggled out of me cold and grey but still my baby - forever I love you, unknown - unrealized but never unloved.
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